jrsgamegirl

Just wanted to let you know that in a few days I won't have internet and I don't know when I will get it again. Please pray for me..as I will have more time with my husband whom seems to totally hate me. I've just about had it ya know? I don't deserve this! Anyways..thank the Lord! Just know that I thank you for you all being here and I hope to talk to you guys very soon!  God bless! *Lord, I thought by now that You would have reached down And wiped our tears away, stepped in and saved the day But once again, I say amen and it's still raining. As the thunder rolls I barely hear You whisper through the rain I'm with you And as Your

How much more can one person take? Just when I think I'm moving on...I'm actually starting to trust again.. I read yet one more thing that shows me how truly foolish I am. Am I snooping? Not really. Just reading diferrent DA sites. I think what hurts the most is to find that the one person I gave everything to..even though they won't admit it..is in love with another. What's even worse is that I am married and pregnant. What a joke right? Jokes on me. So now here I sit. My heart in my throat..getting ready to hurl when all I truly want to do is just run away. Far away into the night..not to be found by him ever again so he can't hurt

Lovin' me some Shakespeare by the way. Probably something a lot of you may not have known. I couldn't always understand it but it was always interesting to me! Anyways..this famous question from Hamlet has me posing this same question to myself. To be a fool or not to be a fool...that is the question...lol!  Sorry guys if I always seem like pessimistic.  I'm truly not..I'm a VERY happy person..I'm just tired of giving and giving of myself only to have it basically used and then thrown back in my face. Now don't get me wrong. I want to love, give and all that good stuff. I just feel like a doormat lately. But you know what? God has really bee